muh ehl-jhay

ouch!

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 17:23:53 GMT

sUNburn everywhere~
last night me and my dad went to Leo's Restaurant and I got a job!
Yip! Yip!
I might have to go in today at 4:30.
I don't have the proper attire though!
I need nice black pants, black button up, and black shoes.
Eesh.
The only black pants I have are my skinnys & I have black flats.
I am in need of shopping.
Maybe tonight or tomorrow.

so0o0o

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 00:04:56 GMT

I did absolutely nothing on this beautiful day. I cleaned and sweat a lot because my dad is too cheap to put the AC on. But oh well. Tomorrow I'm going to my aunts to tan and swim all day.

I really think it's time for change because I don't like some aspects of myself. I'm not going to be a bitch anymore or talk shit about anyone. It's all unnesessary. I've been thinking about this for a while, I just haven't followed through but I will finally.

I'm not mad at you, or the fact that you have new friends. I'm just kinda disappointed that I never get to be a part of it all when you hang out with them. I don't know, maybe I'm just dumb. I still love you though schnookie puss <3

Agh,

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 02:28:41 GMT

Boys leave no time for friends.
If I keep telling myself this I'll never want one.
That and the feeling of being rejected.

Say it with me Now.

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 04:07:24 GMT

LIFE IS DAMN GOOD.

I'm Satisfied

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:51:56 GMT

with how my life is going lately.
I've been so happy.
I love my best friend.
Schools basically over.
I'm finally realizing what I deserve and going for it.
I like somebody worth the effort.
I've been reading a lot.
I bought a journal and it's the best feeling to write in it.
I've been so stress free.

Somebody let me know if you think life could get any better.
Because I don't.

Take my Poll

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:49:40 GMT

View Poll: Demi

Horoscope:

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 03:57:49 GMT

Monday, June 11, 2007

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

You have more concentration than usual and you might be feeling your impatience growing. If something is right, you may assume that you should go for it immediately. However, patience can buy you the time you presently need. Don't jump yet. It's currently a time of hard work and preparation. Leap only when ready.

SOO FUCKING TRUE.

I'm a Secret Admirer

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 21:36:18 GMT

Me and you would be so good together.

chika pow

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 20:53:59 GMT

i have nothing to say, i just wanted to say chika pow.

I love my life.

Thu, 31 May 2007 19:06:16 GMT

Today I handed in my application for Splash Down
and after that I went driving around.
It was so much fun, I'm really starting to get stick.
I can't wait to get my license!

Today was such a good day.
Elections were today and everyone was like
"Demi! I voted for you today!"
I loved hearing that. I hope I get it, I really do.
Everyone complimented my shirt too,
while some told me to cover up. Hahaha

I want to do something today.
Maybe my mom will take me to Barnes & Noble later
because I need a new book to read.

Epiphany;

Tue, 29 May 2007 19:22:24 GMT

I don't know how long it'll last but I'll try for as long as I can, or until it becomes unfun. But backtracking.. I don't want to be on the computer as much. It isn't doing anything for me so why bother sitting here, staring at the screen, waiting for someone to pop online or reply back? I'm gonna read more, do art more, study more, go outside more. Be a kid, have a life, be proud of what I've done all day, take a walk and observe everything around me. I need to start making ammends. Truthfully, the only reason I'm on right now is to type this.. Pathetic, I know. But true. So goodbye for a little while. I only want to be on the computer for 1 hour MAX per day.

I want to be a wallflower.

This Election is crazy

Fri, 25 May 2007 22:18:15 GMT

People were definitely not this competitive last year.

This year there are hundreds of posters in the hallways,
people are ripping down their opponents and there are
posters bigger than a full poster board.
But hey, I can't say I'm not lovin' it.

YES!

Thu, 17 May 2007 01:17:19 GMT

Stress about the AP exam is finally over!
I hope I got a 4.

Mmm,

Thu, 10 May 2007 21:48:55 GMT

What a beautiful day! I love days like this. I was smiley all day and it was so nice out. When I got home I went outside and tanned for 2 1/2 hours and listened to my ipod. I just showered and now I'm gonna just chill for the rest of the day. Talia's sweet sixteen is tomorrow night and I am SO excited!! I can't fucking wait.

I love my life.

OH - MY - GOD

Sat, 05 May 2007 22:24:32 GMT

I JUST WON MAHJONGG!

I'm on a roll!

Sat, 05 May 2007 02:08:47 GMT

2 good days in a row!!
Haha, I'm liking this.

I love how Mr. Hogans been cursing up a storm in class lately, haha.

Tomorrow I'm going to help set up for Festival of the Arts
at 7am and staying until 12 or 1. It should be a lot of fun.
I'm gonna do a Spray Paint Mural!! I LOVE ART!!!! <3
Then I'm gonna go driving for a little while, I hope!
Then St. Mary's fair with Angela.

Tomorrow's gonna be awesome.
BYE!! :}

Today was good,

Thu, 03 May 2007 22:52:33 GMT

really good.

I was happy all day, I loved it.
FINALLY.
Here's to hoping tomorrow's the same!

Hmph,

Wed, 02 May 2007 19:11:27 GMT

Well today was a complete and total disaster.

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 19:06:15 GMT

Okay so I get out of the shower and start drying off and start crying. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been crying randomly almost everyday for the past like week. And if I'm not crying I'm in a really bitchy mood. Why am I feeling like this? I hate it.

I also found out that a good amount of people hate me and talk shit about me and judge me all the time who've never met me. People think they automatically know me from the things people make up and they don't want to get to know me. Then I found out that everyone from pq thinks I'm a "joke" and they all hate me. They're all fucking fake idiots, I swear. I could care less if I ever see them again.

Apparently I have no friends and I'll never get a boyfriend because of the things people say about me. I wish people would stop making things up so I could talk to people for the first time without them thinking they've already got me figured out.

I know a certain dyky, bitchy, sluty, ugly, psycotic, whore who's probably reading this and eating all of this up. Because people that hate me love reading my live journals, even though they supposedly don't care about my life and she has all her friends add me to their buddy lists to keep up on what I'm doing. GO TO HELL. WHEN YOU DIE I'M GOING TO YOUR FUNERAL IN A RAINBOW COLORED OUTFIT WITH A BIG FAT FUCKING SMILE ON MY FACE.

I'm pretty sure I only have about 3 friends I can truely count on no matter what, one being my cousin.

I should just kill myself so I can hang out with Elliot Smith all the time.

"Why have you been so angry and blah all the time lately, well most of the time?" - my mom on the car ride home.
I don't know mom, why don't I tell you while you tie my nuse for me.

My Weekend to Come.

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:11:05 GMT

Friday: Sleepover at Angela's. Probably will consist of many walks around the block, computer, tv, and some sibling rivalries.
Saturday: Angela, Lianna, and Cait West are gonna HOPEFULLY sleepover and we're gonna watch movies. (And brush eachother's hair and gab about American Idol! JK ) We'll have long talks about our lives and why their good and bad.
Sunday: Chill Day. Probably cleaning and law & order.

This is gonna be good.

Holy Shit

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 17:33:39 GMT

I fucking LOVE this weather!
I love the warmth, laying outside, the birds.
Well.. not so much the birds, Haha.
The sunshine makes me so happy.
When its gloomy and gray and rainy
I turn into such a fucking bitch.
I just layed out for an hour and a half.
I'd lay out longer but I half to go out
and fucking run arronds with my dad, JOY!
I got a tiny tan but not enough to notice.
I'll keep working on it though.
Unfortunately, I have 4 sessions at Better Tan.
I don't wanna use them, but I will.

Latasz. Hope everyone is outside today! :}

eLLiOt

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 00:08:22 GMT

I love this man.

Hah

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 13:27:11 GMT

You're getting Hell today.
BE READY.

how fucking dare you?

guys are a waste of space

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 23:47:09 GMT

that's the reason they made dildos.

oh god

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 01:18:21 GMT

i still like you